Saturday, January 5, 2013

The Corporate conspiracies!

Corporate waters are too salty to swim through. There's some major technical cliche in the server which has interrupted work for almost an hour. I rooted back to my 8-month experience as a technical writer. In knowledge terms, these 8 months have been highly fulfilling. I understood the importance of things which I never knew even existed. No nonsense about that. But this is not what I started this post to talk about.

I will be honest. Time just flew away. I didn't know when 2012 arrived and faded away. All thanks to my job. That doesn't mean my job has been an amazing experience. Of course, the core competencies challenged me; I won at times; I lost at times. That's a different story altogether.

People. Experience encountering different people has been an incredible one. I cam across people who live in nut shells, people who just throw away themselves to exposure, people who always want to sue someone & also people who want to sue their own employer as well.

What baffles me about some of them is their craving for supremacy & dominance (not through work, though). You think you settled scores with somebody the previous evening over some issue; you come back the next day only to know that 2 hours of throat aching explanation only did worse but no good. I felt utterly disappointed in the beginning states but yeah, 8 months did teach me something. That things don't always work the way you wish them to. Made peace.

Oh yes! One more thing. Are you bad at saying NO? If yes, you're screwed. Being selfish never harmed me during my journey. All I learnt during these 8 months is to smile for whatever that happens beyond my control. What else could I have done?

This has been pretty much an industrious welcome to the diving board from where I jumped into the corporate waters. The jump seemed smooth; waters - lukewarm, hard, salty.

I am pretty confused whether to feel happy that waters aren't dead cold or to feel sad that they are mouth spoiling salty.


But as I said here few days ago, its totally okay not to know everything.

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Somethings for myself

To start off on a good note, the new year already started being kind to me. Its feeding me with ample motivation to write; or should I say I am being receptive to the nature's stimuli? Either of them will do.

Last 3-4 years were extremely turbulent, controversial and unsettled. If I sound like making up a resolution at all, all I would resolve is to ensure myself a smooth year this time. There are few things around the corner that'd make me go crazy but taking a ground, sticking to basics & keeping my cool is all I have to do.

There are few primitive questions I made a habit of asking myself. Answers have been quite thought provoking, inquisitive & fulfilling. The first thing I determined is to have some respect myself & not sparing anybody at its cost. Pretty crucial for my survival.

I'd make sure I don't evoke unnecessary arguments, pick up fights & spoil days. I'd prefer to keep it low, calm, grounded & composed.

Emphasizing on my realization, its high time I define myself as a person; what I deserve, What i want and what I don't.

I decided not to strain myself by giving away much time to others. I'd increase the count of days when I stay back home; not talk to her neither to my mother; rather read, watch and write stuff.

All I am trying to do here is to be honest to myself & others by making my stands, intentions clear. Its time now to relax & sip the hot tea rather than sifting among the crowded tables of a multinational food chain's outlet, trying to balance food tray in one hand & my dreams in the other.

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

The Check List.

Happy new year to all of you, first of all.

I don't believe in new year resolutions. But with the buzz that surrounds you with an exaggerated state of euphoria tagged to its name called 'new year celebration', you unknowingly  fall into the pit of looking forward for phenomenal changes that might occur to you in the new year; unless you seclude and gift yourself with blissful distance from the hustle bustle.

I could't run much far from the manna so I was stuck in the web which left me from its clutches after injecting optimism and hope. Here are few things I wish to conquer before this year drains out and these are those few things I want to keep with myself hereafter, no matter how many more years may come.

  • Gain a perspective; perhaps a wider & broader one.
  • Stay away from the fight-inducing topics.
  • Read more.
  • Watch more.
  • Write more.
  • Earn
  • Spend
  • Laugh
  • Romance
  • Love
  • Be Happy


Bye.