killing feeling..

Sawan(my cousin) called me jus now and said that Akshay(another cousin) wants 2 meet us right now.I was really interested in moving out.As soon as Sawan said that,the first thing that flashed in ma mind is,my Mom.These dayz,she's not allowing me 2 do anything or 2 go anywhere.Ah God,this is killing me.If I ask some 1ooo bugs,1000 questions will be put to me.I wanna go out now with no money.But I m forced to stay back.My nerves wanna breathe some fresh air of a beautiful weekend night in Hyderabad city.What to do?Just putting it in words.By God's grace,if at all , I get consent from mom 2 move out,the next thing I have 2 do is to call my dad.Thats really a big deal.Another set of question paper is ready 4 me.Its almost near to impossible to answer those questions and pass that question paper.I truly envy my cousins.I wanna live life of them.Bugs come secondary.Freedom is of utmost priority.Waiting 4 July to come.First time in my life,I am waiting 4 my college 2 start.Late night long drives.Wee hour coffees.I miss them like anything.Remember you Robin Sharma,live my moment of life.Thats what Lalit modi is doing right now!I repeat,I envy him too.Sorry guys,completely a disastrous post from me this time.But ,I m a bit relieved.With this,I am able 2 calm down myself.Sitting in my balcony,coffeein one hand,my lappy on my lap.With web world in front of me.Visualising my buddies roaming freely on raods.Thats very painful.Signing off here today guys!!!!!!

show off

I've been preparing 2 write this blog since 3 dayz..I just got 2 find myself the title for this post as "show of" today morning..But even now,I m not sure whether I will b able 2 complete this post..As I was just putting this on the paper,analysis of strengths n weaknesses of a 'star' politician was going on.I wondered,whats up with this news channels.Leave it,coming 2 the the topic,I m writing this bcoz these dayz,I found some sort of typical guy at one of our regular hangout places.Generally,after attending my guitar class,I go 2 a place in Osmania University.These days,I am observing that guy over there.it seems that he's been regular 2 that place these dayz!One day,he comes ina luxury car from 'skoda',another day in 'swift' and one more day in 'mitsubishi'....On the last weekend,it happened 2 me to meet that folk while I was sipping my coffee and he was having his 'smoke'..Appeared as if a 'son' of a pilotical leader...possessing a latest 3G mobile.After meeting that guy,I came 2 know from him that,he comes all the wayfrm very far place just 2 have two pieces of nicotene.Ridiculous.After having few more chats with him,I came 2 know by myself that he'sa guy who comes all the way just to "show off " his possessions.I just went aside,and laughed to the core.I was just wondering why this guy is causing such a damage 2 environment just 2 expose.And today,I was having my coffee sitting on my basic "alto" and again that guy.He was sitting xactly opposite 2 me on his "SUV-luxury" car and was giong on with his usual action.Nicotene fixation.We got our looks exchanged.Smiles blossomed.I had clealr spotted out 'pride' in his eyes.He was proudly looking at his "PAJERO".He started dialling some numbers 2 find himself engaged or what optimists say "gettting connected with people".I sighed at him,bid a good bye,and started my car.I cannot desctibe him much more than that.Please do it with your comments
thats it 4 today guys!!

Slum Dog "BILLIONAIRE".....!!!!!!!

SLUM DOG MILLIONAIRE.its a movie about which people round the globe were talkin till yesterday.Obviously,bcoz,it had collected some "billions" of rupees,i mean "millions" of dollars..According 2 critics,its a movie which show-casted the real sub-continental picture.But according 2 me,hmm...I m not in accordance with critics,it showed only the worst part of a "typical" city of sub continent in Asia.But u people know what,we've got even the best parts too..Nobody ever protrays that.They dont even want 2.Because that neva makes them money!
Foreigners(people of so called 'developed nations') are really interested in finding out hw life moves on day by day in slums of India.And,we all know,children who played the lead characters,xcept Dev and Frieda are also from one of the innumerable slums of so called "Navi Mumbai".....hey..i m not at all criticising.... o
Rated as 9/10,9.5/10 and even 10 out of 10 in many of da ratings by magazines n public polls...But,much of horrifyin experiences came out in "Developed nations" when they had watched this movie..Indians,living out there,in those countries,had gone 2 theatres 2 watch this flick.After the show,when they were coming out,so called 'foriegners' glared at our Indians with a "low eye"..
How ridiculous it is?It means,those fellas' came 2 a foolish conclusion that all the people living in our country are as much same as characters sketched in "slum dog millionaire".They die 4 food.They beg.They rob..blah..blah....
Of course,there are people who do all such things.But,v can find all those classes even in developed nations..
Does it mean that a beggar wearing a jeans jacket n shoes(in those countries) is much more better than a beggar suffering frm inadequate clothes in India?NO.NOT AT ALL.
And OSCARS...Oh my god......2 many in count...The only thing 4 which we Indians can/should find ourselves celebrating is getting 2 Oscars for Best Music Scores..Thats it...And i m sorry...Rasool Kutty(4 editing).......thats it!
Remaining awards are given 2 da director and all 4 displaying only the worst aprt of our country so well.......!!!!!!!
All said n done...It was a sensation.It created a history.Of course,it may b real partially.But Danny could have shown some of the best aspects of our country 2 satisfy True Indian Patriots...What say?
--m signing off...thats it 4 today!!!!

identity

hiee..this is the first time i m blogging...so plz dont mind if i commit any mistakes..
Statement....Every folk demands an identiy.Wheneva ,u bcome a part of a crowd ,u'll definitely(with or without consent of ya inner consciousness) hide ya intentions. It means,you ,most of da times is "not" you in social grooming..If at all,u find yaself gettin' introduced 2 a person n it happens 2 meet dat person several times sooner or later,eventually both of u get 2 knw each "real" others.. Put it aside..comin 2 "identity",2 gain it,u need 2 have or spot out sum "temporary" role models in that particular punlic era 2 shape yourself out...you find yourself really careful in choosing 'em..As a first prerequisite,u must find sum 1 who r really mad about their discussions..in otha words ,they shud b quite unawared of the things giong on around 'em.
THEY GET THEIR IDENTITY. Once u find out such a person,i'll bet you,u'll get 2 observe 1 more thing. Its 'confidence'..If u dare n go speak 2 that guy,u'll observe dat his words neva go wrong,his voice neva shakes.His "gait" ll b perfect.. 4 your sake,grasp 'em. Behave like them.Imitate 'em,Be them,Live them.Its no wrong,nothing wrong.
As Robin Sharma said,"Each day,life will send u little windows of oppurtunity.Your destiny will ultimately be defined by how u respond 2 those windows."
The moment u aspire 2 b like them,every single minute,you got 2 live in them.While ending this post,there's some thing contradictory..
As i said earlier,you need 2 obseve people 2 choose your role models.But attaining that kinda gait,language n all,you had aspired,you start being unaware of ya surroundings.
YOU WILL LIVE YA LIFE 4 YOURSELF,BUT NOT 4 THE SAKE OF OTHERS.By the end of ya life,you'll get something left frm ya life..dat's "self satisfaction"...thats it 4 today