Bulla ki jaana main kaun ! !

A little one for you guys.Counldnt make any more than this especially on this topic!
Watched 'baba' movie today.'Talaiva' Rajinikanth.It got me thinking.As if,appearing so desperate to know about his own whereabouts.I mean who am I?Why did I come to this place?Whats the cause of my life?Whats the cause for my life?etc.He behaves like a nomad in that movie.really,it got me thinking
Deep,somewhere,in your heart,some or the other time,you might have thought about this.You didnt?Then I cant do nothing.A man who doesnt think about himself,does not think at all.I pity all those lousy bastards who are too busy to think about their own selves.
Everyone of us have got our childhood fantasies,for sure.Rofl....!!Because thats the age when we think free(To know more about thinking free,refer to one of my older posts,'Free thinking')We dreamt of becoming or someone.But now,we have got nothing to do with it.
Am I destined to struggle with capacitors all my life? Sirish destined to deal with micro or nano chips?whatever? Is Sandy meant to be working on machines all his life?I dont know about the other two people,whether they enjoy doing such things ,but honestly,I dont.
Heard about 'Catcher in the Rye' a lot these days.Guy,wandering through the streets of 'Newyork' for couple of days.May be.He can.He might have.I always find 'philosophy' to be fascinating .Beautiful quote.'When do you gonna study yourself when you're still busy studying volumes of the cones and ancient history.Gud one.Isnt it?After all,we have all got a purpose.
GET IT DONE

Sex and stuff ! !

Do u ever think of something happening unconsciously with you.Happened to you but neva thought about it .Right.Its about sex and stuff this time.Ever experienced thing.Wait.Lemme tell ye guys.You are in a social place.A herd of opposite sex is standing and chattering among themselves.As a lightening,some one of them,u get struck.You dont know why?If u r a man after all,they are women afterall.You find urself searching for that person ,the whole event.Eventually.u find something interesting.Thats,even he/she starts looking at you.Not exactly.But exchanging looks shyly.
Hve u ever thought this one?Out of 10 people,why only she/he?Any special reason?Any unavoidable circumstance?
To admit honestly,I never believe in course of true love.even though ,you feel great about ur lover's character lately,the first time you have seen him/her,u get attracted only by looks and alll.Not in all cases.may be 90%.I hopefully guess,Its all aboutphysical thing basically.
And Sex.Its a sin.What you have read is right.Its a sin in this country of obstinate orthodoxicism.What do you say,if lovers involve in it,Nature's act and if a whore,its a business.Its all about the way you take it.I stress.Its perspective again.
What makes you feel attracted towards your opposite sex and feel seduced by 'em?Why are u in desperate need of an embrace? Lust.Finally,I opened up.I wrote to the core.Never mind,who gonna read this and who cares if they think what the hell this paranoia affected guy is speaking about?
Come on.Its fact after all.Every one knows it and nobody wanna talk about it.An open secret. Rofl..........'A secret is too hot to keep'....one of my glorious bastards said this a feww hours ago.Kya bey saley? Pad raha ho na?

MOVE ON GUYS ! !

Two years

So disgustng,I should have felt when I literally screwed up my exam.But surprisingly,I didnt.How a dumb nerd I used to be till a couple of years ago?I allowed people to throw nerd jokes on me and had never felt so bad when they were doing so .Infact ,I used to find myself happy with that kind of nerdy attitude.I dont know what the recluse change of time that I got involved with lots of people who chenged the dimensions of my outlook.
Alcohol.Cigarettes.These are those things 'you own end up owning you'.I dont have to balme anyone.I am sound of my mind and I perfectly know what I am going through.But the worst part is regretting it.
Past couple of years meant a lot to me.Been through a lot of diffrent images who consciouly know their cause.The purpose.I stopped physical exertionI banned day dreaming,to confess honestly,used to be my best part.Struggling with useless tiny things ,very difficult to hold even.They call them as resistors,capacitors etc.
This post has got no essence.Its just got my presence.Always struggling to say away from phoney people.they never understand.This post has got no pattern.Even me.But I like it.I am going wherever it takes me.
They find flicks of Madhur Bhandarkar more beautiful than Anurag Kashyap's.I like Anurag Kashyap.He captures imaginary-beautiful-inner-me,for tha sake,we may not feel good by seeing his collection.But Madhur Bhandarkar,screw him.Such a waste of him.Even,you can flick 'em by moving aimlessly on roads og King koti.
Happened to read an interesting conversation between Ashok and Aishwarya both arguing for Amitabh bachchan and Shah rukh Khan respectively.here I mean respectively.Such a waste of time arguing for Shah rukh Khan.Sorry Aishwarya.
AMITABH BACHCHAN ZINDABAD ! ! !