Another week has just kicked in, bringing with it newer challenges at work to which I am not really looking forward. But like it happened so far, will happen so forth.
The queerness of my dreams in alarming nowadays. The more I'm coming to grips with reality in full consciousness, the queerer my dreams are getting. It has taken me good days of rational thinking and pathetic days of paranoia to accept the few unassailable things in my life. But equally oddly, my brain acts quite weirdly in formulating my dreams. When I wake up, I feel I am in my body with someone else's brain - which makes me upper lip quiver in cold, terrifying sweat. This feeling almost puts in jeopardy the torrent of experiences and so the learning milked out of them. Only as minutes pass by into the day, the naughty subconscious part of my brain retires into its lobe and the consciousness reappears on the foreground.
I am still thinking on the lines of whether such stark contrast in the functioning of brain's conscious and subconscious is normal or is there a problem that has to be identified and to be dealt with.
The queerness of my dreams in alarming nowadays. The more I'm coming to grips with reality in full consciousness, the queerer my dreams are getting. It has taken me good days of rational thinking and pathetic days of paranoia to accept the few unassailable things in my life. But equally oddly, my brain acts quite weirdly in formulating my dreams. When I wake up, I feel I am in my body with someone else's brain - which makes me upper lip quiver in cold, terrifying sweat. This feeling almost puts in jeopardy the torrent of experiences and so the learning milked out of them. Only as minutes pass by into the day, the naughty subconscious part of my brain retires into its lobe and the consciousness reappears on the foreground.
I am still thinking on the lines of whether such stark contrast in the functioning of brain's conscious and subconscious is normal or is there a problem that has to be identified and to be dealt with.
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