Days of introspection are finally here. I guess I am using them to the fullest. Revisiting very virtue and quality of mine, trying to make necessary changes, so that I emerge out as a sensible being; far better than the one I have been.
Knowing about some intellectual brains, reading some really good stuff, trying to use the granted time to the benefit of the self. I hope she blossoms with a smile at the end of the trial that I really evolved in the way I expected to be.
That's what this is being all about. Really utilizing the time to figure out who the real one are; and who the fake. I am glad that already an outline has formed and it is being filled by discrete parts to make life gain a fuller picture & develop into a meaningful collage. I wonder how I allowed myself that to happen, but eventually I now understand that it happened for good.
She said she is being relaxed or rather composed. Neither sad nor happy; but relaxed. Really felt good. What more could be of good thing to really let some one be relaxed? Priceless, you see.
Even I am out of that self imposed misery & seems like I am really putting in efforts to make it a meaningful day to call off at work. Life seems pretty sensible now.
I just can't wait to talk about those little personal things again with her. She has been the everlasting contentment of my life. I silently wink and smile reckoning even she knows that.
Its just like working on a small contribution to a robust project. You realize what you've been working on only when the project's out on screens to public. But that some how makes it intriguing.
To me, this is like that long wait, clear in the eyes of a soldier who waits for the war to be finished to go back home & fall in the arms of his loved one. But yeah, War certainly teaches him many things.
This is teaching me!
Knowing about some intellectual brains, reading some really good stuff, trying to use the granted time to the benefit of the self. I hope she blossoms with a smile at the end of the trial that I really evolved in the way I expected to be.
That's what this is being all about. Really utilizing the time to figure out who the real one are; and who the fake. I am glad that already an outline has formed and it is being filled by discrete parts to make life gain a fuller picture & develop into a meaningful collage. I wonder how I allowed myself that to happen, but eventually I now understand that it happened for good.
She said she is being relaxed or rather composed. Neither sad nor happy; but relaxed. Really felt good. What more could be of good thing to really let some one be relaxed? Priceless, you see.
Even I am out of that self imposed misery & seems like I am really putting in efforts to make it a meaningful day to call off at work. Life seems pretty sensible now.
I just can't wait to talk about those little personal things again with her. She has been the everlasting contentment of my life. I silently wink and smile reckoning even she knows that.
Its just like working on a small contribution to a robust project. You realize what you've been working on only when the project's out on screens to public. But that some how makes it intriguing.
To me, this is like that long wait, clear in the eyes of a soldier who waits for the war to be finished to go back home & fall in the arms of his loved one. But yeah, War certainly teaches him many things.
This is teaching me!
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