How many days has it been I have written about myself and the advancements in my life? Too many. I suddenly get this dejected feeling of not devoting enough time to think about myself.
I am slowly settling down in the new company. Its walls don't seem strange anymore and the road to office of which's manholes and speed breakers, I am aware of their presence of.
I have always thought every year of my life as a formative one so far but the real formative period is this, trust me. My behavior, my state of being are taking meandering curves, surprising everyone, sometimes pleasantly and sometimes, not so pleasantly.
I struggle everyday to make a stand, often do I fail but then convince myself that the initial times are turbulent and all this is not uncommon.
My hope for her return still resides safely inside me, though the outer being doesn't express it any more. Its just like an unheard musing of the self.
Almost no alcohol, sobriety is slowly consuming me. I have my set of problems but this time, I feel a little optimistic to myself because I am making peace with the fact that all those can be solved.
Anger needs to be addressed.
Later then.
I am slowly settling down in the new company. Its walls don't seem strange anymore and the road to office of which's manholes and speed breakers, I am aware of their presence of.
I have always thought every year of my life as a formative one so far but the real formative period is this, trust me. My behavior, my state of being are taking meandering curves, surprising everyone, sometimes pleasantly and sometimes, not so pleasantly.
I struggle everyday to make a stand, often do I fail but then convince myself that the initial times are turbulent and all this is not uncommon.
My hope for her return still resides safely inside me, though the outer being doesn't express it any more. Its just like an unheard musing of the self.
Almost no alcohol, sobriety is slowly consuming me. I have my set of problems but this time, I feel a little optimistic to myself because I am making peace with the fact that all those can be solved.
Anger needs to be addressed.
Later then.
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