killing feeling..

Sawan(my cousin) called me jus now and said that Akshay(another cousin) wants 2 meet us right now.I was really interested in moving out.As soon as Sawan said that,the first thing that flashed in ma mind is,my Mom.These dayz,she's not allowing me 2 do anything or 2 go anywhere.Ah God,this is killing me.If I ask some 1ooo bugs,1000 questions will be put to me.I wanna go out now with no money.But I m forced to stay back.My nerves wanna breathe some fresh air of a beautiful weekend night in Hyderabad city.What to do?Just putting it in words.By God's grace,if at all , I get consent from mom 2 move out,the next thing I have 2 do is to call my dad.Thats really a big deal.Another set of question paper is ready 4 me.Its almost near to impossible to answer those questions and pass that question paper.I truly envy my cousins.I wanna live life of them.Bugs come secondary.Freedom is of utmost priority.Waiting 4 July to come.First time in my life,I am waiting 4 my college 2 start.Late night long drives.Wee hour coffees.I miss them like anything.Remember you Robin Sharma,live my moment of life.Thats what Lalit modi is doing right now!I repeat,I envy him too.Sorry guys,completely a disastrous post from me this time.But ,I m a bit relieved.With this,I am able 2 calm down myself.Sitting in my balcony,coffeein one hand,my lappy on my lap.With web world in front of me.Visualising my buddies roaming freely on raods.Thats very painful.Signing off here today guys!!!!!!